1st of all i have to overcome my mentality that i cannot do it all this..i gotta told myself, the coordinator call u up for a reason becoz they see something in you.
i have to stop giving excuses that i can't all this. since i been decided to go for it, y not do the best out of it, becoz my effort will be worth as it gonna impact other ppl and also how much i can grow.
yea 1st u must be overcome urself before u can make other to overcome.
back frm a 1 day RC course for insturctor.
i know my purpose there and my purpose of being one insturctor.
now is time to brush up on drill, campcraft, attire standard. And maintain a postive attitude of being a insturctor. yea!!! if wanna be a insturctor, we gotta chiong more than the traineee...!! yea we are going to make impact to other people life! During this RC i found out more abt myself, i cant think properly during hactic situtation....hmmm wei yi wei yi gotta relax and think haha.
yea insturctors committee all the way. i want to be a role model like all those mentor.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Unit camp just cover 8,9 and 10 of march, with emotion and pride. See people break down and cry, remind me of the past how i grow. I was once inexperience and arrogant, people hate me. Now i am someone with humality. Yea npcc given me alot and given me alot of chances.
Tomorrow is advance course for insturctor, now i am not a insturctor yet. I think i am very weak in term of my hardskill worst than a ncos. However i am nt going to give up, i will do my best.
i will be away from home to HTA for 1 day. 13 and 14 of march. Go there to train to be a good insturctor so that i can lead my people with pride, and being a good role model.
although i am nt prepared, filled with emotion and my heart is dammm scared. still i have to face it.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
getting scary.
went for the cii briefing.
i tio sword drill and lashing for lesson plan. to be summit by 10 march
and i tio drill com IC
and i tio Logistic member summit by 5 april
and have 2 day RC and 3 day atc and mentoring session and modular course....alot.....
i guess i must managed my time and brush up on hardskill....MUST DO IT!!!!
wei yi chiong ar!
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
alright back to blog.
today learn that plannning should always plan for in case....IN CASE this and that.
now i know what is my suppose of being a CI. My suppose is to faciliate ncos in their training, and to train and develope my cadet to be a better and useful person for society next time.
For me to choose to be a cii is because i want to learn and experience more.
do what you think is right. THINK AND THINK
learn frm mistake, admit mistake is one way of learning. Always think why , how to improve ,what goes wrong. what went wrong. be humble
yup be responsible for everything that u need to be done and do it with pride. yea with pride.
today went swimming in the afternoon. The weather is still so cold and groomy=( ...THE WATER IS FREAKING COLD. So swim 15 lap and tiring man lol. so wash up and go ma kan my lunch. then after tat pop by sch and see my cadet and help out for training whahah. Sec 2 do campcraft very funny but nvm lol.....haha=)
she indeed moved on very long ago before the break up....she found someone already.
although i moved on already. Looking back and found alot of knife on my back. and worst in my heart.
no matter what i don't care already. god bless.
arhhh and i am nt really to be a cii seriously . i am nt one and i dun look like one.
Monday, March 3, 2008
what i am doing in montfort npcc? can anyone tell me?
Sunday, March 2, 2008
i reallly need a friend to keep my story.
hmmm today rain and rain and rain very cold.
hopefully that ji can be caught.
hmmmm HQ selected me for insturctor for cibtc j08 arh....i think through very long and accepted the offer by HQ. i gonna gain more experience. suppose of joining is to learn and train and see how much i really i can do =) yes wei yi pick up this challange and chiong!
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Wei yi ar wei yi u are so fickle minded.
but however i been decided to walk the path of being a professional photographer.
1st step finish 3 year of pooly , in between study and practise photography
2nd step once finish ns . either work straight as a photographer . OR go to ntu or lasalle to study photography to gain more skill and while in uni mean time work as a photographer already.
3rd if photography i dun want then carry on wif biomedical sci.
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today went to HTA for campcraft com helper. I was late by 20 min. Nvm i still did my job well and get myself dirty lor. i am very happy to see charlie there=) hope we will keep meeting ok?=)
today campcraft com was bad due to wet weather. so only 1 detail do the competition and the rest was postpone lor.
8 9 10 gt camp cannot go for the 8 th one.... haiz...will see how=)
