HELLO PEOPLE! now is 31 DEC 2008 ! IS THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR WOOO!
Hmmm at the start of the year 2008, i thought this year gonnna be a amazing year. But sadly it didn't at first. It turn out to be a failure in a 2 year long relationship, that leads me despression. Life became dark and so dark that I don't feel like doing anything. Life became no purpose for me, everyday of my life I just live without a direction in life. Soon I became stronger, a stronger image to prevent me from being hurt. A image that bring disaster and hurt to people around me.
Soon told myself to achieve something in NPCC by being a cadet inspector insturctor, start off with pride end off with nothing being achieve. Because along the way I found something.
I found someone who love me more than anything else. Who even gave up His life for me. Who is even closer than a brother or a best friend. Someone who give me hope and purpose by His amazing love. Tear flow down, but is tear of joy because i've found love that is so great that I can even describle, all I can do it to be still and be loved by Him. He is the light of my life. That day onward I gave my life to this special person to live a more carefree life, to live a life without hurt and sadness because He took them all.
This day I didn't regret. But to thx Him for all He have done for me. I see myself like a different person, a person that is being transform by him light and His righteous.
john 3:16
This year 2008 is the most fullfilling year and most meaningful. I believe in 2009 it will be the best year! I going to new course, I am going to do well in my photography, I am going to love God even more. I going to live my life victoriously, i going to love myself even more.
All I can say thx God for loving me.
