life

2009-01-24T01:42:00.005+08:00

Meow!

Arh went for w34k gathering just now. A lot of mixed feeling abt the class now, because we will like in different places next sem already. kind of sad and I really missed to class. I always want to thank they all treating me the same despite me not going to school. I love you guys man!

More will be updated about the class. I know you all are waiting for my photo right!

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A thankful heart

Today just listen to mp3 while going to return my camera lens, was listening to this song call 'first' by CHC, I was kind of touched by the words in the song. It tell me the reason why I am here and why I am going through all this.

However during my quiet time just now, I got a feeling of giving thank to God which I seldom do. Then while reading my devotional I was reading about giving thanks to God.

After that I worship the Lord for what He have did and I prayed. God ministered to me=) More to come, and those who receieve Jesus and did not deny Him, Jesus will also tell our heavenly Father abt what we do=) those who seek God diligently will be rewarded.

I know the important of giving thank to God. So that we won't be living for ourselves but we are aware this life we live is actually not for ourselves but for Jesus. No longer I, But Christ living in me. So whatever we do is for Christ. There nothing great to boast about, because the life we live is for Jesus.

All glory to God! We live because of what You have done for us.

Philippians 4:6-7

6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Psalm 107: 8-9

8 Oh, that men would give thanks to the LORD for His goodness, And for His wonderful works to the children of men! 9 For He satisfies the longing soul, And fills the hungry soul with goodness.

CHC - First

2009-01-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

Summited my application for TP.

will be apply RP and SP for back up plan.

Well as for nyp I am preparing course for digital media design. hopefully my portfolio will be up by thrusday or friday afternoon so that I can summit my work.

I wanna thx God for many great idea and giving me a vision of hope and love. Recently been attacked badly, is a spritual attack. Well after all this, it make me a stronger person than ever. Well no matter in valley or storm I will stay strong for You Lord.

guys I am doing fine.

2009-01-07T00:29:00.002+08:00

hi people

the new poly application starting soon. I hope I dun miss the date for application. arh.. kind of scared that i can't got in.

however i know God is in control =) yup.

2009-01-04T00:40:00.002+08:00

I swim today, I played pool. Didn't go service today something happened in the family that cause me to be sad. However i am fine now.

Went out with cousin to play pool. Just by hearing them talk, looking for new gf ect. Can see that this world is in need of love. Eventually all are looking for a life partner because they are bored and alone in their life. I was being question 'wei yi why u no need gf' my reply is I no need because I have jesus in my life. However i also told them that i won't remind single forever. I not that i fear of love or what.

1 John 4:18 There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. (NIV)

yea. I am looking for true love, not just someone to accompany me. But rather someone for forever. However I leave it to God, by putting Him first and let Him wrote my love story=)

2009-01-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

When You Believe

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't know it's often when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
Boy,am i still resilient voice
Says love is the relief
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believeeeeeeeeeee

2009-01-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

Putting God first in the every area of life

Romans 8:28 (New Living Translation)
28 And we know that God causes everything to work together[a] for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.

God causes everything to work together as long as put him first.

Sometime i do things, depend on my own strength and many time i failed and i gave up. But I believe in the super natural strength, His divine power to let us complete task.

2 Peter 1:3-5 (New Living Translation)

3 By his divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life. We have received all of this by coming to know him, the one who called us to himself by means of his marvelous glory and excellence.

4 And because of his glory and excellence, he has given us great and precious promises. These are the promises that enable you to share his divine nature and escape the world’s corruption caused by human desires.

5 In view of all this, make every effort to respond to God’s promises. Supplement your faith with a generous provision of moral excellence, and moral excellence with knowledge,

2009-01-01T18:42:00.002+08:00

2 Corinthians 5:17 (New Living Translation)
17 This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun!

year 2009! Is just another new year of preparation!

I am ready to impact life
I am ready to do well in my new course ( if i gotten it)
I am ready to become a better person
I am ready to become a photographer with photo that touches life

2008-12-31T04:02:00.000+08:00

Doing qt before i slp. well been ministered in His presence=)

2008-12-31T01:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! now is 31 DEC 2008 ! IS THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR WOOO!

Hmmm at the start of the year 2008, i thought this year gonnna be a amazing year. But sadly it didn't at first. It turn out to be a failure in a 2 year long relationship, that leads me despression. Life became dark and so dark that I don't feel like doing anything. Life became no purpose for me, everyday of my life I just live without a direction in life. Soon I became stronger, a stronger image to prevent me from being hurt. A image that bring disaster and hurt to people around me.

Soon told myself to achieve something in NPCC by being a cadet inspector insturctor, start off with pride end off with nothing being achieve. Because along the way I found something.

I found someone who love me more than anything else. Who even gave up His life for me. Who is even closer than a brother or a best friend. Someone who give me hope and purpose by His amazing love. Tear flow down, but is tear of joy because i've found love that is so great that I can even describle, all I can do it to be still and be loved by Him. He is the light of my life. That day onward I gave my life to this special person to live a more carefree life, to live a life without hurt and sadness because He took them all.

This day I didn't regret. But to thx Him for all He have done for me. I see myself like a different person, a person that is being transform by him light and His righteous.

john 3:16

This year 2008 is the most fullfilling year and most meaningful. I believe in 2009 it will be the best year! I going to new course, I am going to do well in my photography, I am going to love God even more. I going to live my life victoriously, i going to love myself even more.

All I can say thx God for loving me.

2008-12-30T02:14:00.003+08:00

hi all

it been long time I blog.

well beeen reading devotional. God have pefect plan for us, the primary plan is to make us His child through the blood of Jesus. He want us day by day to be like Jesus.

Life is often filled with joy and dissappointment. But every moment is like a growing moment in the Lord. Each day of our life be still and let his staff and rod to comfort you and guide you. Jesus is my shepherd, though the valley and storm I shall not fear because if God is for me, what shall I fear? in fact there nothing for me to fear. God love us He even gave His only us to save us to let us have eternal life. We are just like sheep which are lost. God want us to look upon our shepherd Jesus, because His divine power and plan will never fail us.

Psalm 23:1-6 (New International Version)
Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, [a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

2008-12-24T02:57:00.002+08:00

wooo

today is a great day. Going out into orchard road and spread the christmas story. Is tiring but is something worth doing=) because God love the lost and I love God and I wanna do this will=)

Manage to get a few follow up and manage to make friend with some of the stranger.

Hmmm x mas is here=)

everytime when we live our life by our own thinking that we no need to care this and that. Eventually one day you will find out what you achieve and do don't bring u happniess. When we sit down and really think we human still need unconditional love. Some look for mates or friend eventually they can't give it you fully if you notice. However God love you, even give your son to you so that you would come

2008-12-17T02:09:00.002+08:00

Jeremiah 17:8 (New International Version)

8 He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit."

=) the world may seem to be a hard place. Like facing non-believer, but we are just like a tree by the water=)

2008-12-09T02:10:00.001+08:00

i am afraid of what is ahead.

But God is always right there for me tell me ' wei yi you can do it'.

Last time when during church worship, i always want something in return. Now I just choose to worship Him, not for myself, but for Him, all lips shall sing! all knee shall bow! Because greater is He.

I sing for u alone lord. Nothing in this world can take me away from You. Dear father in heaven, I love you.

2008-12-08T04:01:00.003+08:00

Wooo back alive=)

hahaha took part in another photo competition in school. Hopefully can win. I also want to thank God for His creative idea!

hmmm kind of miss npcc after a long time. Miss the time when i am in uniform. ahaha=)

hmmmm I told myself no matter what is going to happening to my choosing of my next course or new course. I gonna put my trust in God. Even if things go wrong, I want to worship Him forever.

Life greatest gift is the gift of salvation=)

2008-12-03T01:45:00.002+08:00

Romans 6:13 (New International Version)
13Do not offer the parts of your body to sin, as instruments of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God, as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer the parts of your body to him as instruments of righteousness.

This verse I came across when reading the purpose diven book. Hmm is actually quite true. When we been brought from death to life by the blood of Christ we must be willing to surrender to God daily. But God will guide us step by step He know us for nt being perfect,. Day by day we will be instruments of righteousness. Is will be simple things like being obdience to the little things. Serving God like a servent even though u dun like it. But God will nv short give us. He is a God of love, by surrendering to Him , He is preparing greater things for us. Evening if may seem suffering but by trusting God even if is suffering but it will fullfill His purpose I will do it. Because He first love me.

by the way I have also have other version verse i dunno why i pick this. But I think is because it is clearer here.

Romans 6:13 (New Living Translation)
13 Do not let any part of your body become an instrument of evil to serve sin. Instead, give yourselves completely to God, for you were dead, but now you have new life. So use your whole body as an instrument to do what is right for the glory of God.

2008-11-26T13:18:00.002+08:00

Cannot slp yesterday night. Before sleeping I drank 1.5 liter of peach tea hahahahaha no wonder lar, high in sugar content sia.

hmmm wake up in the morning feeling down. Well ok already coz God is with me.

in school now. Now is week 11 already.

mould me in Your way oh lord!

2008-11-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

Asia Conference end already=) hmm is really a good conference that highlight the need for church to reach out and shine for Jesus. Is really good.

Right having some quiet time for myself. Wanting to blog my thoughts.

1st of a is about my photography. Recently have lose faith that my picture is useless or what so ever. Been looking for a direction to go. Actually right now i want to put my trust upon God for His strength and creative mind for me. I believe as i look at more things with the eye of God, that is filled with the fruit of the spirit, i believe right now that I can bring him glory with the picture i take.

'capturing live, touching life'

today went to a Crusade meeting and was very happy=) because I actually meet someone who took photo to do evangelism. I believe I can do it too ,I believe I can bring glory to God with the beautiful images.

2008-11-19T02:24:00.002+08:00

meow. meow meow.

sometime I just feel that I need to learn to discern more with the spirit of God in order to live a life with lesser judgement on people.

I notice i been judging things,people a lot this few days =(

sorry for that.

Sometime I also need to slow down my footstep so that I can focus on God.

Sometime when I reach home the 1st thing is computer, not God.

Sometime we enjoyed ourselve so much that we forgot about God.

Kind of gulity for that

Our Father in heaven loved us so much yet he even send his Son for us on the cross. He saved us.

right now my life is not about me, no longer me but Christ living in me. In order to have a closer relationship with God i feel that I must try my best to have a heart of worship toward him, bring all the glory to him, nothing belong to us on this earth really.

2008-11-17T03:17:00.003+08:00

well next week is Asia Conference one of the internationl church conference=)

yay well i know i gonna be real busy. yes real busy.

Hmmmm heart of worship. Another revelation. Hmmm is about worshiping him in spirit and truth like what the bibe says=) hmmm we worship God is not just singing and dancing. But we give him our heart, this not about the songs, but is about the heart of worship to Him who is greater than everything single things here.

Also worshiping him can be form of action. Ministry, our daily life. Be faithful in the little things. We do things that bring please to God that is a form of worshipping him and bring him glory.

Yea indeed all lips shall sing all knee shall bow. How great is our God.

sorry for the bad English.

2008-11-04T17:33:00.002+08:00

Galatians 2:20

I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me. NOW!

2008-10-24T02:31:00.001+08:00

How great is our God?

Answer is = He is the GREATEST, He is name above every name.

Do not conform to the things of the world.....

“For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.

2008-10-23T01:06:00.001+08:00

lalalal.

was at ellie hostel eating. before tat i was at libary slacking to have some time alonee. Yea alone is good give me time to reflect about myself.

yea i enjoy wif the ppl at w34k. really i do.

I love u guys yup. I migght be disturbing at the surface but at my bottom of my heart if anyone i need i will try my best to be there.

2008-10-22T16:38:00.001+08:00

meowz. back to blog agian. Well emo during morning dunno why. Morning stress ar.

Hahha devil is ard, wake up in the morning he can be just infront of ur mirror sia.
ya true that why morning prayer is important. Putting God 1st all things shall be add to you. amen to that.

Thx mei man for cheering me up. Well I will just do what I can to make sch a better place then.

Arh during 12.30 i went up to 6 level to study. Since no body in the room and only me. Yea i read the bible and i type down the verse that i want to remember. Yea then after that I do my quiet time. Is so good, after that i felt the presence of God. Draw near to Me and I will draw near to you. Amen to that agian.

I can do all things through christ who strengthen me. Yes this is true. But 1st we have to seek his kingdom and his righteous.

2008-10-16T13:29:00.002+08:00

Sat pastor Kong preach about God creatively and how our life should actually be, instead of just focusing on elementary stuff. God want us to be creative just like Him, who has created the Earth, who want us to prosper, who us to be happy, who want us to be a golry to Him. Yes find way of sloving problem in a situation using God creative mind set. Be it wealth, studies, sloving life problem.

yea. yea.

2008-10-16T02:15:00.002+08:00

Meow draging to sch every morning.

well thinking of sch is like one word sian. But i enjoy myself with the class i have.

out of all faci in the sch i think my communciation is one of the best lar. She actually care for us and also motivate us in a professional way. I still remember her telling me to go for my passion, also giving me advice on how should I go about doing it. That is when i really found out what i can do to futher increase my passion. That why have the thoughts of going into advertising and learn more. So that i can apply it ot photography busniess. Thx God for the favour of man.

Also left 4 wk to the end of lesson at nafa. Maybe after that will do the advance certificate or go learn some drawing for my entrance exam at nafa.

Well i simply just dun wan go sch!! LOL

2008-10-03T00:17:00.002+08:00

yay lol.

18 already on the 30 sep.

thx mummy for the 120 dollar blessing=)

thx n283 for the cake and the present=)

thx w34k for the cake=)

thx my best friend yi zhe for the present=)

thx to people who wises and bless me=)

thx God for the love he give me every single moment=)

i enjoyed my holiday during 30 sep and 1 oct haha=) yea....

hmmm being doing well also been bless=) joy of the Lord yayness! haha yes joy of the Lord.

hmmm might be changing sch to nafa to study advertising? becoz is closely link to photography. Now still making deciison.

I dun wan just to dream, i want make it happen =)

2008-09-25T17:19:00.003+08:00

whahah happy bday vera =) 23 of sep!

Been sick during friday until wednesday >.< some headach all this lar.

Tuesday have my studio course on basic again is much more detail. hahaha well been very busy hardly been slowing down my pace or even stop to aware of certain things on my life.

Later ther is studio shot at nafa. Yea also thx to candy and terry for their help as a model=)

hmmm maybe been not commuciating wif God, then life become a bit screw up. But once get connected back again it will be fine. Because my God is a good God, He won't let us suffer, He will set as free in the name of Jesus.

Today science class i relativly okie. Thx to vera and farah for bring so hardworking. It will help me work hard hahaha=) thx lor hahaha.

2008-09-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Sch is really really tiring. Been complaining about how busy i am=X

well thx God for putting me at this situation.

i love the song amazing grace=)

well.....salt of the earth, light of the earth. yea bring glory to You!

2008-09-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

sunday service is great! longing for his presence. Once connect ourself to God, is the greatest thing=)

sch started. touched my camera less and less. haiz. maybe i have to make it a habit to shoot on a sunday. or even juggle between sat and sunday service.

i love photography. why? because i am capturing everything on the earth. this earth belong to God. Bring glory to him! hmmm finding job soon =D

have to start planning my work.

2008-09-04T23:51:00.001+08:00

just woke up. Finished my work for the day. Well super drained. Sometime i just scare that i might hurt people without knowing. sorry if i did that.

Hhahah also being a Christian is nt easy. Have to tahan ppl ti siao >.<

2008-09-04T13:35:00.002+08:00

hahah back here.

wooo wake up late. took cab here=( ............. OK shall set my alarm hahhaha...

tired. Science content is so much hahahahha tired sia. Class is getting noisy haha good lar. More ppl started cockin , oppp sorry i mean talking hahhha...

2008-09-03T12:43:00.003+08:00

oh oh 1st day of class at w34k....last time is w34h. Kind of hard to get use to the new class. Last time w34h is noisy and fun haiz...well i miss u all.

hmmm kind of sad by my npcc junior, because his father passed away this sun.......i hope he is okie. DO stay strong alright. we will be there for u.

hmmm walk with God is just like a valley. Something I just feel like flying, something I just feel like giving up. But because of the word faith keep me strong every single day.

well....been not taking photo , been busy with life. busy and busy and more busy.

2008-08-29T03:09:00.002+08:00

here to blog.

1st of all 3 am now. later have to wake up. Go to area 8 atc to help out . Yea I am the salt and light of the earth=) Well i haven't packed my bag. I guess all i need to pack is 3 set of clothing hahaaha.. Camp is fun hahah. Esp being a insturctor , looking at cadet improve and grow mature each day is the greatest joy.

Life is really great=) with God. I want to shout it loud from the mountain top !!! That I found this love=) God's love for us.

heh heh..

well well photography update. Dream of opening my own studio with my own money in future!!=)

hahah there one friend who been listening to me on msn. Her name is mei man LOL * u must be honoured ur name is up here* well really thx for listening to me at time. I do appreciate it and yea i wish you all the best in ur life=) AND GOD BLESS U!! She is really a great friend of mine=)

talking about friend. Actually i dun have much friend also... I think the problem lie with me...But well God will lead me and show me the way to live=)

well i think i better go take a rest right now hahaha=)

2008-08-28T03:10:00.004+08:00

Hmmm....blogging again. Now i am feeling relax=) i ran at 10pm, is kind of late. Yea hahah

God brought me through all diffculties at all time =) I really love to be in His presence, the sweet smelling, loving presence =) Like one of my friend say ' when we are down to nothing, God are something.

This mth have this revelation. We can do all things through Christ. Yes is said being easy. I came across this during prayer, 'through the storm and raging sea,i will nv be alone,when my hope seem out of sight,i will u will shine your light.' But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

23Then he got into the boat and his disciples followed him. 24Without warning, a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. 25The disciples went and woke him, saying, "Lord, save us! We're going to drown!"
26He replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?" Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.

so look to Him with faith during the storm we have in life =)

to grow in Jesus =) read more of bible!! the things He taught to the crowd already explained=)

2008-08-24T19:05:00.001+08:00

woof!

Saturday service rox=) Let be a prayer warrior!!! We can do all things through Christ who strengthen us=)!!

doing well recently

heh and of coz i love N283.

2008-08-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

meoW

back to blogger.

arhh! happy bdae sam! haha=D

arh today got photography lesson. So have to skip cell grp.

long time never blog le haha. Btw my walk with God is good still, been attending prayer meeting and mingle in His presence. Through the storm and raging sea, I know You are still with me! yup. Thx You for the cross. Love.

2008-08-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

hahah long time never update this blog.

hmmm shall blog and blog haha.

this week is prayer meeting=) early in the morning have to wake up already haha. Tiring but worth it=)

this sem ended...arh missed w34H. Kind of sian that next sem i won't be meeting them. Hope some of us still can be close friends=)

will blog abt this class next time . right now feel sick . so go and rest now. bb

2008-08-09T00:21:00.001+08:00

i took part in a photography contest and I am within the top 15. For God's glory!

hmmm recently quite sian by people. 1stly this particular guy talk bad abt my faith for God. well i still pray for him. 2nd something tat happen in cg. Tried to talk but failed to pull it back.

Today got cell grp. The message is really goood for me. But there is a delay i am waiting for God to show me the way. Although i already got some confirmation maybe i didn't want to get out of the comfort zone. I was thinking if should I leave poly and go to NAFA for full time fine arts photography. My worry is abt the module becoz of the word 'fine arts' then also 1 year a lot of drawing to do until year 2 then is my actual studies for photography.

Maybe i should pray to God and wait for his command.

btw today cell grp gt pizza!!! also celebration of li ting's bday=) hahah happy bday and God bless u=) thx hui tian for pizza treat hahah u rock lar hahahahah!

cg is fun today=D

2008-08-04T17:05:00.000+08:00

Instuctor having fun at the last day.

hahah this is survival camp area 6 2008

2008-08-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

oh yea . Festival of praise ended =) is great praising God with the nation. Our God deserve the praising=) for He bless our country=)

hahah yup. Also i feel happy seeking God once again=)

Also being touched my God during FOP for this 3 days. Tears just flow down because I simply can't resist the love of God. God do speak to me=) Yea i will run the race for God's glory!

hmm been 4 mth as a christian already. I never regreted it, although is not easy but that is how life should be, life should be living our walk with jesus and loving people also keep the salvation in our hearts=)

arh been long time i didn't touch the bible is time to spend time on it=)

remember to pray too!! ha

2008-07-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

Area 6 survival camp finish already=)

yes finally. The camp is tiring and the running is stressful at times. There is times i wanted to give up and wanted to hide, but reminded of who am i in Jesus. Myself image and how i see myself in Jesus. So certian time this is a push from God, and things went smoothly.

I just want to thanks God =) and i have glorify him!

Also i want to thank all the area 6 insturctors. I have a nice time with u all and also for the concern and support u give to the camp coordinator.=) We have fun at night and even the last day=) hahha hope to work with the same group again!! Area 6 cadet u guys did a good job after all.

2008-07-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

survival camp coming.

Kind of feeling down. God is with me=) hai ya not to worry so much. My heavenly father is a king. i am his child so i am a prince.!!

so what if i fail? everyone can look down on me. But my God don't because i am His child, He take care of me and love me! I know who am i.....i belong to Jesus=)

wooo PRAISE THE LORD!

i took some photo recently which i think is not bad. when i create tat photo blog then i show u all=) yes a photographer under God!! to use my blessing to bless others, capturing their happy moment in this place call earth which our creator created it ! o yea.

2008-07-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

I think it would probably do some of us good to occasionally say,God, I don't know why you want me to carry this load. I can see no good in it and it's awfully heavy. But, if you want me to carry it, I will."God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.Yes I do love GOD.

He is my source of existence and my savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I am nothing, but with Him I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

omg thx ying hong for this post=)

yep i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me =)

haha been very busy wif survival camp planing. kind of drain with the load of sch work.

Saturday service is good=) taking abt the devil loves to trick us and give alternative to God's calling and words. So must learn to discern through the spirit of God=)

well i love Jesus=)

2008-07-14T12:23:00.001+08:00

hi all i am back again. feel tired man.

survival camp coming and my planning is still a bit not up yet?

hmmmm i gotta my DSLR CAMERA lol canon 40D =)

i gonna be a professional photographer to serve God=)
i gonna open a a studio to touch lifes and impact them with Love=)

yes!

Jesus i love u=D

2008-07-11T10:59:00.000+08:00

there gonna be many distraction frm other people to stop my walk wif God.

I feel that i should always be reminded the day when i am saved. I am forever belong to Him. I always feared backsliding from Him. But i wanna remain in His presence , protected by Him , loved by Him

2008-07-11T10:20:00.001+08:00

Hi all i am back=)

hahahh=) during wednesday i do my quiet time. I pray to God to be more deeper=) more hungry and i teared as i sense i am being touch my the love of God.

let us not seek God when we need help. But to lean on him for our everyday life to depend on him=)

thursday i helped a blind person to get to his direction. lol i helped him the 2nd time. hahah =)

2008-07-07T10:23:00.000+08:00

back to blog.

now in sch and i am late for 1st meeting. hahah now they having break.

hahah friday service is good=) i received my healing.
saturday service is good too=) it teach me abt overcoming instead of enduring and burry those hurts that make people suffer mentally. Whenever there is problem turn to God and be honest to Him, pray through holy spirit and seek help and also to seek for forgiveness=) instead of leting demon to take over us. Let us focus on God in everything we do.

okie now i plan to do my RJ and quiz after sch. so i won't be late haaha. i have to try to slp early in order to wake up early for sch. i have to overcome all the problem i am facing with God wisdom=) yes=)

2008-07-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

'Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God.
It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God.
God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart.
It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.'

This is from joyce's blog.........Let us be reminded of Jesus who died on the cross of us. This is the love that God given us. Through Jesus we received salvation. God's love for us.

Let us use our 5 spritual sense to feel Jesus once again. Amen!

2008-07-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

Love never fails, our God is a God of love. Because God is love. Love never fail.

Jesus being put on the cross, this show that God love us.

This week i been very doubtful and fearful. Told MYSELF WEI YI I am worthy, because JESUS' blood has made me worthy!"

"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this : While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."

=) Jesus you are my saviour my everything. you are faithful.

let us me more faithful toward him=)

2008-06-30T00:31:00.001+08:00

hi all managed to pray for 1 hr.

hey friday got cell grp and i speak up what God is telling me. The word is Hope.

hmmmm hope on the Lord=) for what He can do for us. all the great things.

yea 1st time step with faith .=) then hear some comment frm cg also. hmmm let not just remain at this level but be more sprituallly unsatify .

hmmmm saturday after hearing deliverance i kind of freak out and i react to it weiadly. kind of gt fear.....But i have to trust and have more faith on God. This week i gonna fast throughout and be more prayerful lean on to his strength to make me stronger through the holy spirit to overcome devil, spritual war. I will win the war with God strength. Amen!

Jesus thx u for all the things u did for me=) i love u!

2008-06-27T12:57:00.000+08:00

Oh yes yesterday I prayed for 1 hr and today i seem to live better and with a purpose =)

Right now I am in class doing computer code. Hmmm is not easy but I still have this positive mindset.

err is also my break time now. I was reading this book. So i want blog it quickly before i 4get.

It all start with God!

What is my purpose of life?

Is not about focusing ourselves but focusing on God.

Focusing on ourselves will never reveal our life's purpose.

Being successful and and fulfilling your life's purpose are not at all the same issue.

To find our meaning and purpose of life is actually through revelation.

The easier way to discover the purpose of an invention is to ask the creator of it. SO ask God.

God has not left us in the dark to wonder and guess.

He has reveled his five purposes for our lives through the bible.

It explains why we are alive, how life works, what to avoid and what to expect in future.

God's wisdom is better than world's wisdom because God created the world.

I must bulid on eternal truth not those what so call self-help book.

The bible say

'It is God who directs the lives of his creatures; everyone's life is in his power'

'Obsession with self in these matters is a dead end; attention to God leads us out into the open, into a spacious, free life'

'Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to find yourself, your true self’

'God's wisdom...goes deep into the interior of his purposes.... It's not the latest message, but more like the oldest - what God determined as the way to bring out his best in us'

The last verse that give 3 insights

'It’s in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone'

1) Discover your identity and purpose through a relationship with Jesus Christ.

2) God was thinking of you long before you ever thought about him. His purpose for your life predates your conception. He planned it before you existed, without your input!

3) The purpose of your life fits into a much larger, cosmic purpose that God has designed for eternity.

''Everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him" - Colossians 1:16b (Msg)

The book Content is from Rick Warren - The Purpose Driven Life

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yay after reading it I felt that life is living a walk with God. Becoming more like Jesus, about trying to stop doing sins, to repent and to confess that Jesus is the Son of God and to live a life with purpose with God. Is not really about your own visions and dreams, but God's visions and dreams for our life. Is not about your own strength but God's strength. Is about living on his wisdom than God's wisdom because he created the world and he created us. Is all started with him, he 1st loved us. So everything start with God too=). God is my everything.

2008-06-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

hahah today nv go school.

i prayed for 1 hr yay.=) i feel so great in the presence of God. I think i can feel that He is telling me about doing more things in the name of Jesus and not get tired.

hmmm today photography lesson is not bad hahaha. i think i need to get a DSLR soon=) hahahha yes i love photography. But i hard to be a good and pro at it. Need to know more stuff than just taking photo. taking photo is one thing, u know this like raw image and colour management . is nt easy but i still like it. although they nv really teach i want to learn it myself!=)

today i went to sch to take some shot. hahah i notice photograhy is like telling something to someone through picture. A lot of thing can be taken and become nice in images.

however THX God for the nice nice day he given me=)

2008-06-25T21:18:00.001+08:00

Very long never blog already. Also didn't pray much this week.

This week a lot of thing have been there and i been depending on my own strength and i feel dammmm tired. I really need more of His presence to keep me moving. Also this week i am quite unresponsbile, being late and also late for submision of a lot of things. I feel so drain.

But i believe that as long as humble myself and seek God once again He gonna show me his vision and dreams for my life, he going to strength me again, he going to be there for me when i need him. Because He love me, His love is so uncondition that make us live so peaceful with him through our Lord Jesus Christ. Yes Amen!

Looking back about few months ago. Before I received Christ. I just want to thank him for giving me a chance to know Jesus. Before i know Jesus, I was not a very nice person u see but now i see more friends around me willing to click with me. Also last time my life was full of anger, now it was so much tone down that my friend say why you not so easily angry one then i just tell them through the power of God! yes! Also last time i don't what to do with my life, say want to be teacher, police all this ,but now i want to be a photographer, God showed me the way and i now confidently took it up and i enjoying go back NAFA for part time photography course.

He teach me how to be more like Jesus. How to love people u see. How to serve people like how Jesus does too!

I just feel very thankful for all he do for me. Whenever at service i cired. Why? because i sense the presence of God and His love. Each time going back i am being strengthen by Him, being less fearful of things around me because i have God who strength me.

I am blogging this because i don't want to backslide from Him. So this serve as a reminder of God's love for us.

People if you are intrested to know Jesus please come to me alright=)?
give it a chance humble your heart and listen to Him. I will pray for you guys.

2008-06-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

hey yea friend 4ever. Just take it as what i said and what u said nv happen before. Thx God for the friendship that is being saved. However just hope time that things so as per normal like how i became ur friend that time. hmmmm sorry for all that. so sorry . But at least problem sloved le. Leave everything to God, what happen to us in future i dunno is on his hand.

Hey guys i went hong kong disney land ho ho ho. i only like the firewok i dun like the place coz it too small . and i didn't see rondal duck, winne the poo all hiding? or becoz chi is shelfish so they refuse to share? hahahaha.

yea=)

2008-06-13T10:17:00.000+08:00

alright. must stay strong. stay strong.

just want to share something that tai wei share with me while i am in hong kong.

Author: Woodrow Kroll, Tony BeckettSource: Faith WalkScripture Reference: 2 Chronicles 32-33 John 18:19-40 Science Project
2 Chronicles 32-33, John 18:19-40 Key Verses: 2 Chronicles 32:7-8

One of the most dreaded days in the life of parents is when their elementary-aged child brings home a piece of paper that reads, "Science project." Truth in advertising laws should apply and the assignment be called what it is: Parent/Child Cooperative Homework Assignment." What has been given to the child to do inevitably requires parental involvement.

The thing to avoid is either extreme. If it is done totally by the child, the project will probably not meet the teacher's expectation. If it is done totally by the parent, that's obviously unacceptable. In between is the holy grail of homework: parental involvement, student participation. It is a "both/and," not an "either/or" situation.

The challenges we face in life should be approached with a "both/and" mentality. But in this case, the two parts of meeting the challenge are not parent and child but you and God.

In Hezekiah's day, Sennacherib, king of Assyria, invaded. Hezekiah prepared to be attacked. The water supply was secured, the walls repaired, towers built and weapons and shields manufactured. That was his part.

The other part of the defense was God's. "There is a greater power with us than with him," Hezekiah said of Sennacherib. "With him is only the arm of flesh, but with us is the LORD our God to help us and to fight our battles" (32:7-8).

"Either/or" was not enough. The people did not rely just on the "arm of flesh" or just on God. It was "both/and." They prepared and trusted God--an early "Praise the Lord and pass the ammunition" approach, which needs to be our approach. Work and pray.

Do you trust just in what you can do, forgetting God? Or do you sit back waiting for God to do it all? Determine to live in balance, not with an "either/or" mind-set but "both/and." Work and pray.

2008-06-12T09:58:00.000+08:00

yea yea today gg hong kong.

arh gonna miss cg and sat service what a waste man.

hmmmmm still praying no matter where i am. hmmmm i love Jesus=)

2008-06-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

dammm boring. waste my time here at macau. all they do here is gamble and stuck at casino . then wad am i suppose to do? wait for u ? freak man.

nvm i shall just spend my time in this bloody casino hotel and slp. i bloody waste of time when i can do so much at singapore. waste time lor.

2008-06-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

hey all.

now at macau hong kong. yea stay in The Venetian the structure is so wow. Look like old time venice wow. Now at hotel room blogging. Going out soon. The place is so boring becoz is a place for ppl to gamble so not much of entertain for me and the shop ard me so expensive sia hahah but going out soon yay. Yesterday blur blur blur blur i think jet lag already after taking plane feel damm tired. Me and her problem will be sloved and i learn not to be shelfish ba....

i will update some photo after my holiday to share hahah....

2008-06-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

camp

love revolution! yes!!

1st day of camp i am feeling damm tired dunno wad i am going to do in the camp. Early in the mornin meet up wif blue house people at MRT and get to know ppl like andrew and yi fan 1st they are nice people really. hmmm then after that set off for campsite. the campsite is quite old is nt as good as what npcc has haha but nvm it is GOD's camp! yes! During the camp we played games and 1st day nt that good becoz a lott of people nt here and somemore i transfered to other team for a moment. then praise and worship i cired in the presence of God is just so peaceful. becoz God is peaceful.

during that night lol i talked to sinyi and wen hui and talked to sin yi more hahah. well thx God i found a friend that i can click really well. i dunno why and hows it actually happened. after tt i went up to slp and drank a lot of water.

2nd day morning devoation i learn how to pray to God in a deeper way. And then after tt played game !!!!2nd day is fun and tiring lol... have to pratice skit somemore.!! heh...but still at least i got people like sin yi to disturb lor hahahahha. then at night praise and worship actually let me grow stronger. and dun keep complianing to God THX him for what he planed for us he will nv forsake use he will let us suffer as much as what Jesus has done for us.

3rd day is morning devotion !! yeea learned thing like give thank to God...=) then pray for all the thing He done for us! then after tt games and more games then campfire. i feel a spritually campfire. presence of God is always ard.

learn a lot of things thx God i found her.

yes i want to do more things for God through his strength! i want to be on fire for Him! i am gonna do it for Him! i going to pray stronger!

2008-05-31T01:09:00.000+08:00

Finally school holiday . i didn't go sch today just want to prepare for survival camp planning.

i hope later meeting at 9 am will be fine and smooth ......please!!

hmmmm been living happy than before because i found You! The peace and hope i found in you and the love for me that bring me up and that is U God!

2008-05-25T01:47:00.001+08:00

PHOTOGRAHER TO BE!

2008-05-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

Sch is so tiring really....tiring....end sch at almost 5 pm...

reach home already dead tired sometime even fall alsleep till the next day.

and i feeling gulity sometime didn't pray and seek God.

i really need God ......
to teach me how to live
how to pray ...

lets not take it for granted for everything he done for us.

2008-05-07T02:57:00.001+08:00

I LOVE JESUS!

2008-05-07T02:53:00.001+08:00

tiring day. now is mid night suppose to slp already but i am awake. Because once i reach home frm sch i sleep straight away tiring sia. then slp all the way from 6 to 12 am...now awake liao.

later gt enterprise skill and adventure learning programme.....

really tired of sch already. the daily grade is making me sick what to do-.-

i need you.

2008-05-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

last week is nt really a good week so call a grade B week lol....

aiyo nvm.... arh sch and sch daily grade and daily grade is really tiring.

with god all thing is possible. have faith and believe....

i dream to become a pro photographer snaping all the wonderful memories of life and to be kept.

i will just keep praying and praying...

2008-04-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

wow....in sch now having break time. Suppose to rush for presentation but is okie since we got the concept will do it later. Meantime want to blog this blog before it grow spider lol. hahha well u know what? I AM LATE FOR SCH the 2nd time again.=( sad sia.

I slp like 3 hr before gg to sch? wow coz yesterday night was settling my contact list on my phone yea.

heh although i didn't slp a lot and tired. but i dunno y i feel so different. A new monday with new vision with god.

yea i need god for my everyday life, i need his strength to face challange and life and people. And i need his presence and i wannna tell him he love me more than anyone can do.....and i need the strength

2008-04-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

late for sch today. the alarm nv ring lor=( haiz.

took cab to sch. dunno y this cab uncle so slow one. haiz if not i won't be late.

5o dollar then he gt no change end up i have to go change money....

wasted alot of time.

but my day afterall is still great. =)

2008-04-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

yay yay yay!

i am free. free to spend more time for sch for npcc in sch for god =)

sch is getting boring with problem statement but the class is bonded well lol....everyday smile and laugh like nobody busniess LOL.....

2008-04-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

i enjoyed myself in RP with w34h people is really a great class to be in.

let work hard together=) and yup i want to thank god for giving me some great friend who is there for me when i need=).]

i really need god.

the deicison that i made i not gonna change, i know why and what happen and i am moving on to a brighter future bye bye j08

2008-04-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

rmb the sermon on anointing?
His anointing covers our weaknesses

to get His anointing we need to pray
have commitments that exceeds our potential

do what we believe that we cant do
but God will always bring us thru
cos nothing is impossible with HIm

today class is BoRing yea. Have dinner with some classmate=) lol hope to have more of this next time with more people lol. hahah then go NLB to have some quiet moment to finish my journal and stuff . and go home when sam done wif her lesson coz shun bian mar.

and i really thx god to give me such wonderful friend like jama,aarti,and sam yea =)

2008-04-14T08:35:00.000+08:00

lol i reach sch early. reach class at 8.25 like tt. then the class no people hahha. take this time listening to song that praise god. the feeling is great.

this morning wake up bath and help my doggy clear SHIT -.- and feed him hahah ....he is cute lar. lallalz he like more attach to me than other family member leh. although is nt my dog lol.

alright now is 8.37 i shall spend time to read on my course manual.

2008-04-14T03:19:00.001+08:00

let me feel ur presence each day even stronger as i dwell and pray lord

make me draw nearer to u as i go closer to u

make me a stronger person each day spritually.

I love u god.

the feeling is really great when go church.

2008-04-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

i feel dammm lousy. i actually condem people in my minnd.....

how to be more mature?

2008-04-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo guys. feeling dammm tired just reach home ok and is like 0047 now.

ok lar becoz of mentoring lor. really nt enough slp this few day. I enjoyed wednesday lesson is on enterprise. LOL i like this kind of topic when talking abt society and money lol the presentation best lar today i perform well=) yes i perform well throughout today yay!!!

thx god for looking after me on the sky!!=)

well i hope tmr will be even bettter day. and today team really rox man!

2008-04-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

hahahah sunday went church for service. was look forward although wake up feeling lazy. the feeling inside is very different, esp this wk a stressful go back to god and serve. learn alot frm today service. still alot for me to learn as a new christian =)

but still i would like to pray for everyone in my surrounding to be happy and live peacefully=)

and for me i just pray that i will get closer and closer to god each day=) praise the lord

2008-04-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

"You are not here to merely make a living. You are here in order to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, with a finer Spirit of hope and achievement."

yea frm cadet to ncos to ci

now i am a cii !!

2008-04-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday was at sch for the last day of orientation. they say is fun but then-.- is nt fun leh.
my grp all gal and 2 guys....wah luo tio sa bo liao siao ...but nvm hahahha i enjoyed some of the event lar.....but was dead tired becoz the day before i only slp 2 hr. haizz ya.

heee also know quite a number of new friends=) yea yea...

but then today fall sick so didn't went back to HTA for training. haiz...sian sick hate being sick.

heeee my bro brought back a puppy jiwawa lol...damm cute lar. will show u guys the picture lol

2008-04-03T02:03:00.001+08:00

yea today went sch lol....ahhaha good facilities lor....then ok lar the ppl in my class...
yea my class will stick for 80 day then after tt change class again lol....ok lar have fun..

recently too busy wif course.=( really sian.hate this feeling

2008-03-31T01:04:00.001+08:00

=) went service during sunday

i feel the presence of god=) in my heart yup.....

a new hope !

2008-03-27T03:27:00.000+08:00

somebody said this to me

'' cii must be at tip top condition'

wow lol...yea i agreee but after all cii is a human too..

hmmmmm was playing neopets i know is DAMMM LAME and childish lol...but nvm lar for fun and joy hahahha=)

hmmmm later gt mentor session at 5 pm and friday got mentor session too...and saturday is modular course...siannnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

sch re open i wanna know more friend=) so can supper can talk can play=)

2008-03-25T03:51:00.001+08:00

new boots.....arh wondering how am i going to make it shine haah? how?

well see how lor.

hmmm been busy wif course ........arhhh tiring lar lol..

2008-03-22T07:10:00.001+08:00

i believe and belong to u.

2008-03-22T07:07:00.000+08:00

yea now is 7.08 am i am leaving my house..taking cab down to HTA haha...will reach at 7.30 yup.

although is tiring nt enough slp...but nvm....i am doing all this is for greater good.

2008-03-21T04:02:00.000+08:00

i want to be a good insturctor. please give me a chance and please dun mark me down due to my performance ...i will continue to step and keep on stepping......

yea wanna be the insturctor that gonna impact other ppl life.
yea and i need time.

2008-03-21T03:45:00.000+08:00

today do many npcc things.

1st iron my NEW SET OF pants and dammit double iron line when shifting the line...dammit ok

2nd iron polish my boot found that it was too thick and it crack.....DAMMIT again. SO burn if off and re do it.

well well.....sian

at ard 9 pm receive a msg in msn calling me to go eat desert at hougang mall lol okie i dun mind hahah...so i went wif wei jun and after tt sian so decided to go 401 to have more food and called liang jie down and after tt headed to pool and met mong keng on the way so asked him along lol....they are my batch ppl from npcc lol.....the feeling is nice to be with friends ....i feel bad to ps them last time ya.

ok so reach home at 1 am and continue to polish boot till 3.30 am. i am tired and need to slp.

1st clear uniform standard
2nd clear drill and outdoor dount
3rd mentality of a instructor.

YES BY start OF APRIL I WILL MAKE IT.....although i am nt ready now...but i have my life and i will reach that starting line of a insturctor. yes meet u guys there=)

2008-03-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

i went to RP today.

met 2 new friend. dunno their name and their number but nvm lol...we will meet again lar lol.

i helped ppl today=) i feel happpy

2008-03-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

yea yea. i today washed my new uniform to soften it. So tomorrow i going to iron my uniform till is have SOLID iron line and of coz polish my boot.

today i learn a few knot lol the double bowline, slipped figure of eight and manharness.

i am abit bored. u all can ask me out if u want=) really i am bored=(

saturday i am gg back to hta for full day arhhh.

2008-03-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

1st of all i have to overcome my mentality that i cannot do it all this..i gotta told myself, the coordinator call u up for a reason becoz they see something in you.

i have to stop giving excuses that i can't all this. since i been decided to go for it, y not do the best out of it, becoz my effort will be worth as it gonna impact other ppl and also how much i can grow.

yea 1st u must be overcome urself before u can make other to overcome.

2008-03-15T13:55:00.001+08:00

back frm a 1 day RC course for insturctor.

i know my purpose there and my purpose of being one insturctor.

now is time to brush up on drill, campcraft, attire standard. And maintain a postive attitude of being a insturctor. yea!!! if wanna be a insturctor, we gotta chiong more than the traineee...!! yea we are going to make impact to other people life! During this RC i found out more abt myself, i cant think properly during hactic situtation....hmmm wei yi wei yi gotta relax and think haha.

yea insturctors committee all the way. i want to be a role model like all those mentor.

2008-03-12T19:40:00.001+08:00

Unit camp just cover 8,9 and 10 of march, with emotion and pride. See people break down and cry, remind me of the past how i grow. I was once inexperience and arrogant, people hate me. Now i am someone with humality. Yea npcc given me alot and given me alot of chances.

Tomorrow is advance course for insturctor, now i am not a insturctor yet. I think i am very weak in term of my hardskill worst than a ncos. However i am nt going to give up, i will do my best.

i will be away from home to HTA for 1 day. 13 and 14 of march. Go there to train to be a good insturctor so that i can lead my people with pride, and being a good role model.

although i am nt prepared, filled with emotion and my heart is dammm scared. still i have to face it.

2008-03-09T03:49:00.001+08:00

getting scary.

went for the cii briefing.

i tio sword drill and lashing for lesson plan. to be summit by 10 march

and i tio drill com IC
and i tio Logistic member summit by 5 april

and have 2 day RC and 3 day atc and mentoring session and modular course....alot.....

i guess i must managed my time and brush up on hardskill....MUST DO IT!!!!

wei yi chiong ar!

2008-03-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

alright back to blog.

today learn that plannning should always plan for in case....IN CASE this and that.

now i know what is my suppose of being a CI. My suppose is to faciliate ncos in their training, and to train and develope my cadet to be a better and useful person for society next time.

For me to choose to be a cii is because i want to learn and experience more.

do what you think is right. THINK AND THINK

learn frm mistake, admit mistake is one way of learning. Always think why , how to improve ,what goes wrong. what went wrong. be humble

yup be responsible for everything that u need to be done and do it with pride. yea with pride.

2008-03-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

today went swimming in the afternoon. The weather is still so cold and groomy=( ...THE WATER IS FREAKING COLD. So swim 15 lap and tiring man lol. so wash up and go ma kan my lunch. then after tat pop by sch and see my cadet and help out for training whahah. Sec 2 do campcraft very funny but nvm lol.....haha=)

she indeed moved on very long ago before the break up....she found someone already.

although i moved on already. Looking back and found alot of knife on my back. and worst in my heart.

no matter what i don't care already. god bless.

arhhh and i am nt really to be a cii seriously . i am nt one and i dun look like one.

2008-03-03T20:36:00.001+08:00

what i am doing in montfort npcc? can anyone tell me?

2008-03-02T19:56:00.001+08:00

i reallly need a friend to keep my story.

hmmm today rain and rain and rain very cold.

hopefully that ji can be caught.

hmmmm HQ selected me for insturctor for cibtc j08 arh....i think through very long and accepted the offer by HQ. i gonna gain more experience. suppose of joining is to learn and train and see how much i really i can do =) yes wei yi pick up this challange and chiong!

2008-03-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

Wei yi ar wei yi u are so fickle minded.

but however i been decided to walk the path of being a professional photographer.

1st step finish 3 year of pooly , in between study and practise photography

2nd step once finish ns . either work straight as a photographer . OR go to ntu or lasalle to study photography to gain more skill and while in uni mean time work as a photographer already.

3rd if photography i dun want then carry on wif biomedical sci.

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today went to HTA for campcraft com helper. I was late by 20 min. Nvm i still did my job well and get myself dirty lor. i am very happy to see charlie there=) hope we will keep meeting ok?=)
today campcraft com was bad due to wet weather. so only 1 detail do the competition and the rest was postpone lor.

8 9 10 gt camp cannot go for the 8 th one.... haiz...will see how=)

2008-02-28T15:09:00.000+08:00

sian got in RP biomedical sci...hopefully this job give me wonderful job and good pay of coz.

but RP is toooooooooo far!!!! when i want to appeal to TP ...too late=( too late=(

but nvm i told myself i gonna work hard be the top scholar and go uni and earn big money.

=) y keep thinking that u cannot do it, y not say that u can do it=)

2008-02-28T15:08:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1 pm.

hmmm plan to train up my body =D

2nd hair cut ...sian being a ci have to cut-.-

3rd swim? YES SWIM LOL=D

4th project

5th supper maybe? lol=D

2008-02-28T01:54:00.001+08:00

now at ntu LOL......helping to do sai kang lor=(

now in the tutorial room lol....gt air con nobody wahahaha.

heeeee yesterdae lunch at dunno some jap buffet hahah at suntec =D after that went to NLB near bugis lar hor. hahah was there from 1 pm till 7pm. Then walk to marina square to have dinner. then shop ard and reach home at 10 pm. By then msn cannot log in...then was very very tired so went to slp. ZzZzz REALLY slp LOL.

hmmm then now was reflecting on what damien said.

is time for you to upgrade ur weapon. Weapon = knowledge,leadership,money, and character and values and skill.

y?

ok now start a story whhaa=X

when in a relationship, the girl is the fortress, the guy is the defender loaded with weapon.
So why i said that? in a relationship in order to have a smooth 1 , both must be able the understand the need of commitment, faithfully, trust this are basic.

if the fortress gate is open no matter how hard the guy attack also die. attacker have intention of just getting the fortress by dating attached gal alone wadever and get close and touch other ppl gf ....nowadays ppl seldom have the value call respect. Fortress gate is open when the gal feel that bf is useless and more and more lar , spend less time wif bf and more on friend....

guy loaded with weapon are stable. They have almost everything strong to deter attacker with the help of fortress being close.

=p

2008-02-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

ZzZZzz

=)